Winning some rainbows

I am imagining Donald Trump’s fever dream. I am seeing a California forest, the kind that natives know, not the alpine wonders of the Sierra or the craggy cliffs of the northern coastline, but the real deal, yellow-gold grass and leaning bay trees and twisted madrones and lots of oaks of many sizes. And I am picturing a clearing in the forest, with a mysterious cluster of tipis in the background.

And in the foreground, an interesting number of children on stilts. The children are dressed like hippies, but they are not slowed down by chemicals produced outside their bodies. There are all races, all genders, all heights and weights. They are marching in formation. They stop, and they are joined by children on unicycles.

The unicyclists ride around for a while, and are in turn joined by other children, appearing from all parts of the forest, materializing like sprites. It’s sort of like “A Midsummer Night’s Dream,” except it’s happening in the afternoon and there are a lot more fairies.

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And once they have all gathered, they turn toward the crowd and start singing. And, oh, what’s that melody, so familiar…oh, right. “All we are saying is give peace a chance, all we are saying is give peace a chance,” and so on, and some children are flashing the peace sign, and everybody is flashing the peace sign, even people in the audience, and the song swirls around everyone and floats upward into the heat-washed sky.

This is not a dream; this is the way the future looks. Maybe only the California future, but  I’m good with that. We could be a self-sustaining country; if things get too weird, we’ll secede, and we’ll let North Carolina figure out what to do. The good news: They’ll know which bathroom to use.

We are at Camp Winnarainbow, in a remote part of Mendocino County, pretty near Laytonville which is pretty near Willits which is pretty near Ukiah…anything yet? It’s kinda sorta due east of Mendocino the town, the one with the insane views and the 900 T-shirt shops. But Laytonville is not tourist country. It is, however, Hog Farm country; the world’s oldest continually operational hippie commune is right next door.

(I do love the Hog Farm origin story. When it was first getting going, in Manhattan, it was asked to help with the Woodstock music festival. The Farmers built fire pits and trails, and were eventually — under mysterious circumstances — designated to provide security. At a bustling press conference, Wavy Gravy, already the farm’s spokeshuman, was asked about what he called his Please Force, a security strategy that involved asking people to please stop doing this thing and to please start doing that other thing.

(What kind of tools will you use to enforce your rules, he was asked. “Cream pies and Seltzer bottles,” he replied).

Camp Winnarainbow was started on Hog Farm land by Mr. Gravy, the political clown and activist and legend (he was once a Ben & Jerry’s flavor).  He and his wife Jaranara  (who is apparently the brains of the day-to-day camp business — Mr. Gravy refers to himself as a “figurehead”) have run the joint for 44 years. Wavy is still on site and conducts a morning reading, mostly from his  autobiography (“Something Good for a Change”) or from one of several joke books he keeps handy.

Sample Wavy Gravy joke: “What’s the difference between broccoli and boogers?” “Kids won’t eat broccoli.”

Winnarainbow is a circus and performing arts camp. In addition to the stilts and unicycles, there are courses in tumbling and aerial acts and stage magic and song-writing and improv comedy. Parents day features mini-shows highlighting all those skills and more.  It’s big fun, unless it’s too hot, in which case it’s still big fun, but stickier.

So, you may ask, what were we doing there on parents day? Did we have skin in the game? Do we have a daughter there? Nope. Granddaughter? No. Nephew? Niece? Uh-uh. Here’s the story:

Four years ago, Tracy signed up for the Big Sister program. Her “Little,” as they’re called, was a girl named August. That’s her, four years later, up on the Winnarainbow stage.

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So yes, she’s 11. She’s an inch taller than I am at 5’9, which is an interesting (what’s the cool word now?) challenge for her. During the festivities, August performed on devil sticks  with some other kids. I’m a total fan of circus tricks; I even like watching people trying to do circus tricks. It’s heartwarming.

Later, August participated in the most somber moment during the main stage festivities. A dozen kids gathered on stage. “Black lives matter,” said the kids, very matter-of-factly. It wasn’t a slogan; it was just true. Black. Lives. Matter. August recited a poem by Alice Walker.  There with other statements. Several started. “When young men in our community are being killed…” When you have responsibility for a black girl, you experience that reality a bit more viscerally. Shouldn’t be true; is anyway.

At the end of the presentation, the kids gathered at the front of the stage. They looked serious. They sang: “We who believe in freedom cannot rest” and the drums beat once, twice, thrice, “We who believe in freedom cannot rest until it comes,” and again, “We who believe in freedom cannot rest,” beat beat beat, “We who believe in freedom cannot rest until it comes.”

There were probably dry eyes in the house. I don’t know. I only know that mine were not.

We got to know August gradually. Tracy took her places, and sometimes I would tag along. She was very bright, with a quicksilver grasp of new ideas and new situations. She wasn’t sure what to make of us (“You guys are just weird,” she’d say frequently; the last time was four days ago).  But she had fun doing the stuff we did, and we had fun listening to her enthusiasms.

Tracy and I worried privately about her. August is young, but puberty hits younger these days, and it doesn’t help that she looks a lot older than she is. And there’s schooling and friends and all the other things that keep Big Siblings (or whatever we are) fretful.

Also, she’s African-American and we ain’t. There have been cultural communication issues, probably more than we know about. But we figure any child likes love and support and requires firm guidelines, so we do the the best we can. I personally think that one-to-one contact is the only sane strategy in this multi-cultural era of bad feelings. Fewer slogans, more hanging out.

We took August to the Ai Wei Wei exhibit on Alcatraz. We had no idea what to expect; it was more an outing than a cultural experience. But she loved it. She had Tracy’s camera, and she spent a long time with the Lego portraits of political prisoners, going back and forth between the portraits and the wall cards describing the circumstances of each prisoner.

I have no theory about what she was thinking. August was mum on that matter, even as she is mum on a lot of matters. But sometimes, when you’re caring for a child, you just sit back and marvel. And when you’re our age, with grandchildren off in Canada or leading their own lives, having another human to nurture is quite wonderful.

So we sponsored her at Winnarainbow, spiritual home of my people. We didn’t really know how it would work out, but we took a flyer. You take a chance; you wait. The first time around, she was a little homesick. This time…


She loved it. My black little sister went to the white hippie camp (she was not the only black kid there; Winnarainbow does a lot of outreach), and next year she wants to stay the whole summer, every session. Her parents seem amenable. Early days yet, but I’m so glad it’s working out. Proud, even.

All we are saying is give peace a chance. Well, not all: We are also saying, “seltzer bottles and cream pies.” Because fun.

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Location photography by Tracy Johnston

Smoothing down the rough edges by Michelle Mizera






36 thoughts on “Winning some rainbows

  1. I wanted to comment, but WordPress told me, twice, that I had an invalid email. How can it be so, when I just received this blog post at that very email? Oh well. Perhaps Michelle, who smoothes the rough edges and does other valuable things, can talk a little reality to WordPress.

    This is my comment: This is the happiest thing I’ve read all week, and quite likely longer than that. In this season of Trump, it is particularly welcome. Thank you. (Hey, I like your rants, too, but I have plenty of rants available from all sides.)

    Sent from my iPad


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  2. BEAUTIFUL photo of Little! Very sorry timing swap doesn¹t work for you. Very happy for your trip and looking forward to much discussion. xxx


  3. Both of our kids went there for years and were so much richer for it – and the African American friends they made then are still friends today – they’re all in their late 30s. A wonderful place, so glad it’s still there.

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  4. Point of information: the Hog Farm didn’t get started in Manhattan. It started on an actual Hog Farm in Southern California—Tajunga, to be precise—several years pre Woodstock. I remember reading about it in the LA Free Press around 1967. It stuck in my mind, in part, because the place was called “Doty’s Hog Farm,” (no relation of mine).


  5. I’m another parent grateful for the Winnarainbow influence on my child years ago. There’s a typo. Mrs. Gravy is Jahanara.


  6. fever dream? i.e. nightmare? who says he dreams? thanks — good stuff here. grandparenting is a confusing thing: life was easier with our four kids, now we have 3 of those originals + 3 partners +4 grandkids. it’s sposed to get easier. it don’t [imho]. bruce reeves, walnut creek


  7. Good stuff, Jon, we owe you one for writing this. Once again, you articulated some things I’ve thought about for years but never managed to communicate.


  8. Thank you for being there for August and sharing this story with me. So many of us would like to make a difference and you and Tracy have done so. Good for you!!


  9. Oh, my. Just wonderful. And so, so appreciated at a time when I’ve turned off CNN for the duration. August, you are the hope of the hopers…


  10. Loved this sharing Jon. As a hippie from the 60-70s and even today, I totally adore what Wavy and the Hog Farm do and stand for. Your story of August was so strong and sweet.


  11. The woman/child is quite beautifuL And you and Tracy are simply beautiful about her and with her.


  12. Often it is asserted that puberty happens sooner now for whatever reason. I’m not sure that’s true. Jane, one of Christopher Marlowe’s sisters, married at 12 and apparently died in childbirth at 13. My own great great grandmother married at 13. Nonetheless enjoyed the update on Mr. Gravy’s activities and yours. I remember him saying, “It is never too late to have a happy childhood.”


  13. Winnarainbow sounds like lots of fun. The Big and Little Sisters seem beautiful, and so does the Big Sister’s husband. He also writes things that make my eyes a little moist. Is there a Winnarainbow for grownups?


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